Romania x Reader - Request

Romania x Suicidal!Reader - Request

Too late to tell

For~ RockGothPrincess

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Warning:  Suicide scene and mention of gruesome stuff. If you are sensitive to these kinds of stuff don’t read on ahead.

The story is all written in Romania’s POV. Read on if you must/insist. Thank you.

I was taking a leisurely walk around the neighborhood one afternoon. The sun was covered with clouds thus it was safe for me to go out without wearing hoodies or putting on that sun block stuff that are itchy and sticky to the skin. I am now passing by our school when I caught something horrible in the corner of my eye.

There, on the rooftop standing behind the railing was someone. (y/n) to be exact.

Seeing what exactly she was going to do, I wasted no time to bolt inside the school properties and raced my way towards the rooftop. “(y/n)!” I cried out as I threw open the doors heavily that they sounded with a loud bang. I sighed with relief as I saw her still standing there with her (h/l), (h/c) flowing behind her back.

“(y/n)…hey, what are you doing there? Get back here, it’s dangerous! Don’t jump!” I called out to her. I then took short and slow steps towards her to grab her out of there but I stopped halfway through when I was met with a puffy, red eyed (y/n) staring straight at me with a deeply hurt expression in her face. I felt my face hold a concerned and worried expression for her. I was about to say something but I was just cut off before I get to open my mouth. “Don’t go near me Vladimir, and whatever you say, I don’t care anymore” (y/n) said sharply in her broken and sad voice.

A tense silence enveloped us. I can feel my heart beat erratically and my mind’s becoming hazy. I am thinking of anything desperate just to stop (y/n) from jumping off! I cannot afford her killing herself! Not today, and not ever! I should do my best to convince her! (y/n)…please let me reach out to you.

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Please know that suicide is not always the answer to your problems. I am here for you. I will always be here for you all the way. Don’t push me away from you. I want you to tell me what burdens your heart, I want to hear it. Don’t bottle it. I want you to show me where you’re hurt, I will heal it. Don’t hide it. I want you to rely on me, and I will not hesitate in fixing you. Don’t decline it. I want to save you! Don’t give up on living!

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 “No, don’t say that you don’t care about what I say! I do care about you! That’s why I said those things (y/n)! Anyways, don’t kill yourself out here! Come with me, I-I can fix you!” She shook her head strongly and a flicker of anger and sadness showed through her stinging, dull colored (e/c) eyes. “N-no Vladimir. Thanks for the nice offer but I definitely won’t take it. You know, you could have said that sooner. It’s too late for you to tell me that. I wish you could have been my reassurance long ago, so I wouldn’t be driven to this point. But now, my resolve to die is too strong for me to ignore and I will be jumping off this rooftop just as I planned. Goodbye and thank you for the last moments of my life with you, Vladimir.” She smiled sadly and closed her eyes as she knocked herself off balance over the edge.

 “(y/n)!!!” I cried out as I tried to reach out to her hand in vain attempts to stop her but too bad, I missed her by a miniscule distance... And in the end all I can do in all my helplessness is to watch as (y/n) fall to her death with an insane speed and she ended up being crushed on the ground, her body perfectly disintegrated, guts and blood splattered off on the walls and the earth beneath her.

I broke down into uncontrollable sobs as I continued on lamenting how I was unable to stop (y/n) from committing suicide. Oh how I wish I should have been there for her sooner! I wish we could have been great friends and she would never have been lonely. She would have lived longer; she wouldn’t be dead right now.

It’s just too bad I was just too late to tell her…